Assalammualaikum...ae ni rase bosan plak dok rumah dgn x wat pape ni...arrgghhh!!!...nak tido takut kena pelangkung lak nagn ibu...heheheheh......nk mkn rs dh kenyng sgt dh....dok rmh ni cnfirm ley gemok laa....
tetbe teringt lak kwn saye yg tengh brtrng ngn sakit yg dialami...dye kwn bek sye...namenyer shikin,dye jns yg x bnyk ckp sgt....ae tu dy ade ckp kat sy yg dy n ayh dye nk g Mahkota Medical Centre tok wat echocardiogram...coz appoinmnt kat JB lmbt lg...
lps wat echo tu doktr kate dye de mslh ngn jntung dye...injap jntung mkn menebal smada dsbbkn olh jngkitn kuman atau autoimmune...lau dsbbkan jnkitn kuman..dye kn on antibiotik
lau bkn jngkitan kuman,dye kn follow up echo stiap thn....
dye de mslh nk mkn n nk tido....lau dye mkn bnyk skit dye trs rs sesak nafs..kadng2 dye mkn sikit jer....
lau nk tido lak,dye kene tinggikan bntal coz nk elak dye SOB....sian kdng2...dye selalu ngdu kat ibu,yg dye skit dada...ibu dye x thn nk nangis,kdg2 tu lari msk blik bl dgr ank dy ngdu skit...
tiap2 mlm dye kn mkn ubt sblm tido tok elk sakit tekak,coz lau dye skit tekak,ia akn bg ksn kt jntng...
dye x ley kn sjuk...x ley ketawe lbh2...x ley mkn bnde peds ...sume x ley....kesian sgt..muke dye pucat,x bermaye....
kadang2 saye trfikir...mcm mn dye blh kuat bile dye ade dpn orng...dye senyum,ketawe,berbual mcm biase....mcm dye x skit...pdhl lau kiter tgk prgerakn dada dye,kiter thu dye tgh sesk nfs....sy sdh tgk keadaan dye...tp sy x nk tny coz sy nk tgk dye snym selalu....
dye ade bg thu sy.ms doktor kate dye de skt jntng, dye rs dunia die gelap,mcm2 dye fikir,ibu,ayah,along,ude,adik....study,kwn2...mcm mn ngn mereke.???....dye x mmpu nk nangis dpn family,coz dye thu parents dye sdh....lau dye rs nk nangis,dye msk bilk air,bkak air kuat2...biar orng x th dye nangis....dye puas ble wat cmtu..puas sgt....
sy hrp sgt dye sht cm biase...sy sygkn dye...dye kwn sy yg plng baik...shikin..sy selalu doakn awk sht selalu, sy rndu nk bork ngn awak,nk ketawe ngn awk, nk study ngn awak....semoga ALLAH beri kshtn yg baik tok awk....Amiin..
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